You know i love you more than words can show,
Just how much im afraid you will never know!,
We was so in love and deep in it so true,
But now it seems that i only love you!,
I tried my best to give you my heart,
The flavor is bitter and the taste is tart!,
I dont know what happen to you,
You were so honest and true,
Then it fucks me up the things you say and do!,
You are my soulmate we was suppose to grow old and grey together,
And when it rained it poured but we withstood any weather!,
We have been thru hell and made it thru the dark,
But you blew the flame out but i seen the light from the spark!
I seen the light from the spark!...
I seen the spark caught it and re-lit the flame,
More than an decade of love should break thru the pain!,
And its a shame that you choose to quit!,
We went thru all the trouble and pass the bullshit!
We was on top of the hill i meen the highest point of the mountain!,
Love flowed from our veins like a leaky faucet,
And you played the role heavenly love like no other,
I dont know how right it is but i put you on the same pedi stool as i do my mother!,
I admit i wasnt the best,
But i was up for the challenge and able to pass any test!,
I Have Learned,
I became an grown ass man now you want me to let it burn!,
I got wiser and better at my mission,
I gave you all my love but you wasnt even trying to listen,
I have made my mistakes shit we both have in time,
But we was suppose to ride and die until the ending of time!,
But you chose no longer to ride and you stopped and got out!,
Now im stuck and really dont care what this life is all about!,
It was me and you my nigga till the end,
You know i never gave a fuck bout a homie or a friend!,
You was all i needed me in your world,
As long as the sun was shinning and you was smiling i was happy you was my girl!,
Now shit has changed your heart is forever numb,
And for me to try to keep you would only be dumb,
You gotta want to be here with me and clearly you do not,
So i guess its the boot and time for me to shake the spot!,
When i was sitting high you didnt want me to come down,
Now that theres a little struggle seems like you want me to drown!
Tie bricks to my legs and take all of my breath,
I will still walk the other side and survive even in death!
.......1
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
POETRY RAP/MOOD-ALIEN/MENTAL-DARK...1
Dark as Hell and rain of thunder,
Deep in the dirt- yeah way up under,
I start to Remanence as my soul begins to wonder,
And as i drift away the anger gets stronger, frustration gets hire,
In life what did i want and what did i desire,
And what was my mission and the learning of my lessons,
I had to pick and choose so I kept on guessin,
A True Mind is Power and Mighty Power is from the soul,
Which purifies the Heart A solid body like the Gold,
And always pay attention to the Truth that is told,
Deceitful eyes and a Lispfull tongue,
Has always played an major factor to the wars that have been won,
So I keep on my side an sawed off Shotgun,
And it really makes me antsy when you niggas start to run,
Oh now its no fun?- Russian Ru-lay?,
I got (5) five hallowed homies that really would like to play!,
Please don't discriminate an equal eye opportunity,
What your world is missing is Originality and Unity,
And it really aint a clue to me,
Like what could you niggas really do to me?,
Its like they don't understand until I DJ chop and screw a "G",
They approach from all sides of my Gangsta mentality,
Then they hear the roar of my true Animality,
Then what happens next JayDon?- Homicidal Fatality!,
Not a nigga on this earth that could ever really Manage me,
So I'm searching for an Alien that wouldnt mind to Manage me,
How can it be the shit thats in this mans mental ,
And all the complexities that keep flowing out his dental?,
Well just let me loose because words I got a whole lotta!,
I'm bout to spass out my Medulla Oblongata,
Wait a minute take a look, I got these niggas shook,
Spitten mad bars without an mothafuckin hook!,
Ten Four copy that what is your position,
Your way out of bounds brodie way out of your jurisdiction,
You gotta pay the toll when you travel Greyhound,
Or have them "Goones" sent to where you at, to put (1) one in ya cap to lay you down!
I'm just Saying!.... "MIND BENDA"....Dark Mood!...Bars!...No Hook!....1
Deep in the dirt- yeah way up under,
I start to Remanence as my soul begins to wonder,
And as i drift away the anger gets stronger, frustration gets hire,
In life what did i want and what did i desire,
And what was my mission and the learning of my lessons,
I had to pick and choose so I kept on guessin,
A True Mind is Power and Mighty Power is from the soul,
Which purifies the Heart A solid body like the Gold,
And always pay attention to the Truth that is told,
Deceitful eyes and a Lispfull tongue,
Has always played an major factor to the wars that have been won,
So I keep on my side an sawed off Shotgun,
And it really makes me antsy when you niggas start to run,
Oh now its no fun?- Russian Ru-lay?,
I got (5) five hallowed homies that really would like to play!,
Please don't discriminate an equal eye opportunity,
What your world is missing is Originality and Unity,
And it really aint a clue to me,
Like what could you niggas really do to me?,
Its like they don't understand until I DJ chop and screw a "G",
They approach from all sides of my Gangsta mentality,
Then they hear the roar of my true Animality,
Then what happens next JayDon?- Homicidal Fatality!,
Not a nigga on this earth that could ever really Manage me,
So I'm searching for an Alien that wouldnt mind to Manage me,
How can it be the shit thats in this mans mental ,
And all the complexities that keep flowing out his dental?,
Well just let me loose because words I got a whole lotta!,
I'm bout to spass out my Medulla Oblongata,
Wait a minute take a look, I got these niggas shook,
Spitten mad bars without an mothafuckin hook!,
Ten Four copy that what is your position,
Your way out of bounds brodie way out of your jurisdiction,
You gotta pay the toll when you travel Greyhound,
Or have them "Goones" sent to where you at, to put (1) one in ya cap to lay you down!
I'm just Saying!.... "MIND BENDA"....Dark Mood!...Bars!...No Hook!....1
Wednesday, August 21, 2013
"GIRL!"......
Girl I love how you fall directly in my path,
I guess you the "Money" problem and to have it make "Cents" I'll have to do the math,
Because when Its all said and done-The aftermath is this;
Out of all the shit you've ever done how much of it made any sense?,
We counted down the days of life together and walked side by side as one,
I thought you wanted all of me but now I see that you just wanted some,
My feelings became numb and my heart turned cold,
For you to check mate me with that move- that shit was crafty and bold,
But to keep it real my Lady that shit got dull and old,
And to be perfectly honest your less than pure and of fools gold,
And thats just a nice way of saying "Girl"....."You Aint Shit!",
Your less than Feces an overall "Hoe" an spew of Vomit and the equivalent of spit,
Lady in all that you do it will never make you rich,
Because you don't really want "Nuttin" unless its coming out of a dick,
And little girl that there just aint it,
Woman have some motivation, stop being an hating Bitch and start doing some congratulating,
That Hoe in the mirror couldnt have been what you had planned,
Then again maybe It was- and that shit there I'll never understand!...
"Girl"!......"Get It Right!".........1
I guess you the "Money" problem and to have it make "Cents" I'll have to do the math,
Because when Its all said and done-The aftermath is this;
Out of all the shit you've ever done how much of it made any sense?,
We counted down the days of life together and walked side by side as one,
I thought you wanted all of me but now I see that you just wanted some,
My feelings became numb and my heart turned cold,
For you to check mate me with that move- that shit was crafty and bold,
But to keep it real my Lady that shit got dull and old,
And to be perfectly honest your less than pure and of fools gold,
And thats just a nice way of saying "Girl"....."You Aint Shit!",
Your less than Feces an overall "Hoe" an spew of Vomit and the equivalent of spit,
Lady in all that you do it will never make you rich,
Because you don't really want "Nuttin" unless its coming out of a dick,
And little girl that there just aint it,
Woman have some motivation, stop being an hating Bitch and start doing some congratulating,
That Hoe in the mirror couldnt have been what you had planned,
Then again maybe It was- and that shit there I'll never understand!...
"Girl"!......"Get It Right!".........1
Wednesday, May 29, 2013
"SHADES OF GRAY"
Shades of Gray in between dusk and dawn, like prayers and blessings in which "Grace" is spawn,
Shades of Gray- in the middle of the tunnel between dark and light,
Like being color blind from whats black and white, or knowin the difference between whats wrong and right,
Lies the answer in Gray in which "maybe" or "might",
Rainbows of all colors in which Gray is left out!,
The meditation of peace like when you sleep with no sound and all the lights is out!,
Shades of Gray in which carries tranquility, with Love and all the glory in God till infinity,
Shades of Gray in which forms opportunity, Peace, Love, and Trust in which creates unity,
Shades of Gray in which weighs more than less, in Shades of Gray you recieve nothin but the best,
And when its hot outside in that Gray- you'll find Shade breeze and rest!
-SHADES OF GRAY -
Shades of Gray- in the middle of the tunnel between dark and light,
Like being color blind from whats black and white, or knowin the difference between whats wrong and right,
Lies the answer in Gray in which "maybe" or "might",
Rainbows of all colors in which Gray is left out!,
The meditation of peace like when you sleep with no sound and all the lights is out!,
Shades of Gray in which carries tranquility, with Love and all the glory in God till infinity,
Shades of Gray in which forms opportunity, Peace, Love, and Trust in which creates unity,
Shades of Gray in which weighs more than less, in Shades of Gray you recieve nothin but the best,
And when its hot outside in that Gray- you'll find Shade breeze and rest!
-SHADES OF GRAY -
WHO BETTER THAN ME???
I'm so profound, and way deep underground, heavily under-rated, priceless yet pro-rated,
Loved then feared and eventually hated, but I pay it no never mind it just keeps me motivated,
Being prolific I am surprisingly educated, one of a kind yet few try to debate it, but they can never fade it, whether its industry or in the streets, the game is mine and I'm just playing for keeps.
Who Better Than Me??
No one really, to attempt and make that accusation is just plain silly, come on dog really?
There's no other greater,I'm on a higher level on the 12th floor up way high on the roof top like a sky scraper
Who Better Than Me??
Nigga that's not even a real question, matter of fact you just guess'in,
You failed the test I gave you the problem now here's the lesson,.
The quest is the mission and the mission is the plan, if you play the game with your "left" hand, your right should understand,
The mind games and confusion all in which I see in "HD",
That 20/20 vision Oh so clearly, now I'ma tell you , ....."NO ONE IS BETTER THAN ME!"
- YOU ARE ONLY BETTER THAN THE 1 WHO IS BETTER THAN HIS/HERSELF!.....1-
Loved then feared and eventually hated, but I pay it no never mind it just keeps me motivated,
Being prolific I am surprisingly educated, one of a kind yet few try to debate it, but they can never fade it, whether its industry or in the streets, the game is mine and I'm just playing for keeps.
Who Better Than Me??
No one really, to attempt and make that accusation is just plain silly, come on dog really?
There's no other greater,I'm on a higher level on the 12th floor up way high on the roof top like a sky scraper
Who Better Than Me??
Nigga that's not even a real question, matter of fact you just guess'in,
You failed the test I gave you the problem now here's the lesson,.
The quest is the mission and the mission is the plan, if you play the game with your "left" hand, your right should understand,
The mind games and confusion all in which I see in "HD",
That 20/20 vision Oh so clearly, now I'ma tell you , ....."NO ONE IS BETTER THAN ME!"
- YOU ARE ONLY BETTER THAN THE 1 WHO IS BETTER THAN HIS/HERSELF!.....1-
Saturday, May 4, 2013
LORD BLESS ME
See, life moves fast so I travel that road in which Time takes me,
And while walking that road I keep my chin up and head high asking for the lord to Bless me,
For it is my flesh and not me- and when I say not me, I meen me within and my essence spiritually,
See Lord I know I walk an fine line between Heaven and Hell, and test the boundaries of freedom and jail,
But I ask you for the strength of Jesus to uplift this evil spell,
See Lord sometimes I can not see and the fire I can not smell, and at times I'm choked up and can not tell,
And I need a voice to speak, and your grace to think, and when my eyes are weary- I thank you for the focus then blink, You're Love is truly of the Most High,
Father that's why I'm letting go now and embracing all that is good so when its time I wont be afraid to die,
And I say that silently, with your Blessing I wont go violently,
Lord Father- Thank you for forgiving me and all of my sins,
And as I walk this Road Lord walk with me because I do not know where it ends .
Amen...Hallelujah...God Bless!
And while walking that road I keep my chin up and head high asking for the lord to Bless me,
For it is my flesh and not me- and when I say not me, I meen me within and my essence spiritually,
See Lord I know I walk an fine line between Heaven and Hell, and test the boundaries of freedom and jail,
But I ask you for the strength of Jesus to uplift this evil spell,
See Lord sometimes I can not see and the fire I can not smell, and at times I'm choked up and can not tell,
And I need a voice to speak, and your grace to think, and when my eyes are weary- I thank you for the focus then blink, You're Love is truly of the Most High,
Father that's why I'm letting go now and embracing all that is good so when its time I wont be afraid to die,
And I say that silently, with your Blessing I wont go violently,
Lord Father- Thank you for forgiving me and all of my sins,
And as I walk this Road Lord walk with me because I do not know where it ends .
Amen...Hallelujah...God Bless!
Friday, March 22, 2013
LOVE DONT LOVE YOU!!
Love dont know you the only thing love knows is love,
So if you full of anger let hatred conceal it like an "O.J" glove,
Fuck a turtle dove-that love shit is funny,
It comes and goes just like the cash flow of Money, I prefer the honey,-
At least that shit is bitter sweet!, i might get stung now but later on i get to eat!
Fuck a phone call just tell me where we can meet!
I'll be the "trick" if you be the "treat"! now tell me how much do you enjoy the "meat".
Is it cold ?, then I'll turn up the heat, im pulsating baby and wont miss a beat, just watch your teeth,
This is thick roast beef, just use your mouth and do your best to breathe, and proceed with ease,
Just remember to stop when i say so ,
Yeah- you all lady but right now you a hoe!, now get on top and go for what you know,
Clap it fast then twirk it slow, you say you love me but are you fasho?,
I love it too and i'ma bout to blow!, You want me to cuddle and shit before i leave tho,
I gots business to handle lady and i gots to go!!!
You want me to love you back but i cant do it boo,
Sorry but it is true, I know it hurts you deep to KNOW that Love dont Love you!
-KNOW LOVE BEFORE YOU SHOW LOVE BECAUSE THE ONLY THING LOVE KNOWS IS LOVE !!!!..REAL TALK!....
So if you full of anger let hatred conceal it like an "O.J" glove,
Fuck a turtle dove-that love shit is funny,
It comes and goes just like the cash flow of Money, I prefer the honey,-
At least that shit is bitter sweet!, i might get stung now but later on i get to eat!
Fuck a phone call just tell me where we can meet!
I'll be the "trick" if you be the "treat"! now tell me how much do you enjoy the "meat".
Is it cold ?, then I'll turn up the heat, im pulsating baby and wont miss a beat, just watch your teeth,
This is thick roast beef, just use your mouth and do your best to breathe, and proceed with ease,
Just remember to stop when i say so ,
Yeah- you all lady but right now you a hoe!, now get on top and go for what you know,
Clap it fast then twirk it slow, you say you love me but are you fasho?,
I love it too and i'ma bout to blow!, You want me to cuddle and shit before i leave tho,
I gots business to handle lady and i gots to go!!!
You want me to love you back but i cant do it boo,
Sorry but it is true, I know it hurts you deep to KNOW that Love dont Love you!
-KNOW LOVE BEFORE YOU SHOW LOVE BECAUSE THE ONLY THING LOVE KNOWS IS LOVE !!!!..REAL TALK!....
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