"GIRL!"......

Girl I love  how you fall directly in my path,
I guess you the "Money" problem and to have it make "Cents" I'll have to do the math,
Because when Its all said and done-The aftermath is this;
Out of all the shit you've ever done how much of it made any sense?,
We counted down the days of life together and walked side by side as one,
I thought you wanted all of me but now I see that you just wanted some,
My feelings became numb and my heart turned cold,
For you to check mate me with that move- that shit was crafty and bold,
But to keep it real my Lady that shit got dull and old,
And to be perfectly honest your less than pure and of fools gold,
And thats just a nice way of saying "Girl"....."You Aint Shit!",
Your less than Feces an overall "Hoe" an spew of  Vomit and the equivalent of spit,
Lady in all that you do it will never make you rich,
Because you don't really want "Nuttin" unless its coming out of a dick,
And little girl that there just aint it,
Woman have some motivation, stop being an hating Bitch and start doing some congratulating,
That Hoe in the mirror couldnt have been what you had planned,
Then again maybe It was- and that shit there I'll never understand!...

                                       "Girl"!......"Get It Right!".........1

"SHADES OF GRAY"

Shades of Gray in between dusk and dawn, like prayers and blessings in which "Grace" is spawn,
Shades of Gray- in the middle of the tunnel between dark and light,
Like being color blind from whats black and white, or knowin the difference between whats wrong and right,
Lies the answer in Gray in which "maybe" or "might",
Rainbows of all colors in which Gray is left out!,
The meditation of peace like when you sleep with no sound and all the lights is out!,
Shades of Gray in which carries tranquility, with Love and all the glory in God till infinity,
Shades of Gray in which forms opportunity, Peace, Love, and Trust in which creates unity,
Shades of Gray in which weighs more than less, in Shades of Gray you recieve nothin but the best,
And when its hot outside in that Gray- you'll find Shade breeze and rest!


                                                    -SHADES OF GRAY -

WHO BETTER THAN ME???

I'm so profound, and way deep underground, heavily under-rated, priceless yet pro-rated,
Loved then feared and eventually hated, but I pay it no never mind it just keeps me motivated,
Being prolific I am surprisingly educated, one of a kind yet few try to debate it, but they can never fade it, whether its industry or in the streets, the game is mine and I'm just playing for keeps.

Who Better Than Me??
No one really, to attempt and make that accusation is just plain silly, come on dog really?
There's no other greater,I'm on a higher level on the 12th floor up way high on the roof top like a sky scraper
Who Better Than Me??
Nigga that's not even a real question, matter of fact you just guess'in,
You failed the test I gave you the problem now here's the lesson,.
The quest is the mission and the mission is the plan, if you play the game with your "left" hand, your right should understand,
The mind games and confusion all in which I see in "HD",
That 20/20 vision Oh so clearly, now I'ma tell you , ....."NO ONE IS BETTER THAN ME!"


               - YOU ARE ONLY BETTER THAN THE 1 WHO IS BETTER THAN HIS/HERSELF!.....1-

LORD BLESS ME

See, life moves fast so I travel that road  in which Time takes me,
And while walking that road I keep my chin up and head high  asking for the lord to Bless me,
For it is my flesh and not me- and when I say not me, I meen me within and my essence spiritually,
See Lord I know I walk an fine line between Heaven and Hell, and test the boundaries of freedom and jail,
But I ask you for the strength of Jesus to uplift this evil spell,
See Lord sometimes I can not see and the fire I can not smell, and at times I'm choked up and can not tell,
And I need a voice to speak, and your grace to think, and when my eyes are weary- I thank you for the focus then blink,  You're  Love is truly of the Most High,
Father that's why I'm letting go now and embracing all that is good so when its time I wont be afraid to die,
And I say that silently, with your Blessing I wont go violently,
Lord Father- Thank you for forgiving me and all of my sins,
And as I walk this Road Lord walk with me because I do not know where it ends .


                                       Amen...Hallelujah...God Bless!

LOVE DONT LOVE YOU!!

Love dont know you the only thing love knows is love,
So if you full of anger let hatred conceal it like an "O.J" glove,
Fuck a turtle dove-that love shit is funny,
It comes and goes just like the cash flow of Money, I prefer the honey,-
At least that shit is bitter sweet!, i might get stung now but later on i get to eat!
Fuck a phone call just tell me where we can meet!
I'll be the "trick" if you be the "treat"! now tell me how much do you enjoy the "meat".
Is it cold ?, then I'll turn up the heat, im pulsating baby and wont miss a beat, just watch your teeth,
This is thick roast beef, just use your mouth and do your best to breathe, and proceed with ease,
Just remember to stop when i say so ,
Yeah- you all lady but right now you a hoe!, now get on top and go for what you know,
Clap it fast then twirk it slow, you say you love me but are you fasho?,
I love it too and i'ma bout to blow!, You want me to cuddle and shit before i leave tho,
I gots business to handle lady and i gots to go!!!
You want me to love you back but i cant do it boo,
Sorry but it is true, I know it hurts you deep to KNOW that Love dont Love you!


                     -KNOW LOVE BEFORE YOU SHOW LOVE BECAUSE THE ONLY THING LOVE    KNOWS IS LOVE !!!!..REAL TALK!....

8 YEARS LONG

I sit back and realize my struggles and strife's, words do speak plenty and can stick like a knife,
or an blade, or a razor or a sword in your chest, now close your eyes tight and take in your last breathe,
Darkness awaits you as the lights go dim, I'ma real nigga from the start to the end,
I walk into the dark with my back against the air, I feel a gentle tap turn around but no ones there,
As i step into the mist of the dark black smog, I start to reminisce of the eight years long, I stop to think and ask myself what reason in it all, and began to say well i either stand or i fall,
Now the Road ahead don't look to smooth, matter of fact the whole situation is so damn rude,
I take it for what it is y'all or I'll go insane, man matter of fact the whole world is a fucked-off game, and its hard to think about all the years of oppression while trying to strategize and keep my family from the stressen
And days are so long as time moves on, how much pain can I take?, I cant sustain too long,
My heart is feeling weak and my mind is out of wack, my soul feels lost and my spirit feels trapped,
I think bout all the ways in which to make things right, I even think about it before bed at night, and all i can see is the shit replaying through my mind, and then the final thought sends a tingle down my spine,
See its Bonnie&Clyde till the wheels fall off, ya boy Clyde is still here but right now "B" lost, she'll find her way home and make it back to the stable, and when she realizes that she "CAN" I'll realize that I'm "ABLE"....


                                       -Life is a journey......walk with me!......1

"NO STRESS...I'M BLESSED"

An ongoing struggle against time and shit,
Yeah the world is still cold but I'm still in this bitch!,
If you leave it up to me Y'all I'm not leaving,
As long as there's still air man I'ma stay breathing.
It seems like the more i try the more sorrow takes place,
And the harder I try the shit slaps me in the face,
But I'm a straight soldier so I'll role with Time,
The forecast is sunny days so the sun will shine,
The devil on my shoulders but GOD has my back,
With my angels up above prepared ready and strapped,
How long will I survive- man i don't really know,
But one thing is for sure that my soul will grow!,
Stress in in my life in due time ain't shit,
That's why I stay grinding y'all to prove that I will never quit!,
Haters everywhere from the Sun to the Moon,
So if I do leave this bitch it wont be too soon,
I'ma grown as person and I am solely A man,
No Bat- no Spider- and no Superman!,
I am what I am and that's just fine in God's eyes,
Because through faith and dedication my Soul will rise,
From the cradle to the grave I'm truly blessed,
I'm free so I'ma fly wont feel no stress!

                                                      -Never Stress, God Bless!....1