INVESTMENT LOVE WITH OR WITHOUT

You know i love you more than words can show,
Just how much im afraid you will never know!,
We was so in love and deep in it so true,
But now it seems that i only love you!,
I tried my best to give you my heart,
The flavor is bitter and the taste is tart!,
I dont know what happen to you,
You were so honest and true,
Then it fucks me up the things you say and do!,
You are my soulmate we was suppose to grow old and grey together,
And when it rained it poured but we withstood any weather!,
We have been thru hell and made it thru the dark,
But you blew the flame out but i seen the light from the spark!
I seen the light from the spark!...
I seen the spark caught it and re-lit the flame,
More than an decade of love should break thru the pain!,
And its a shame that you choose to quit!,
We went thru all the trouble and pass the bullshit!
We was on top of the hill i meen the highest point of the mountain!,
Love flowed from our veins like a leaky faucet,
And you played the role heavenly love like no other,
I dont know how right it is but i put you on the same pedi stool as i do my mother!,
I admit i wasnt the best,
But i was up for the challenge and able to pass any test!,
I Have Learned,
I became an grown ass man now you want me to let it burn!,
I got wiser and better at my mission,
I gave you all my love but you wasnt even trying to listen,
I have made my mistakes shit we both have in time,
But we was suppose to ride and die until the ending of time!,
But you chose no longer to ride and you stopped and got out!,
Now im stuck and really dont care what this life is all about!,
It was me and you my nigga till the end,
You know i never gave a fuck bout a homie or a friend!,
You was all i needed me in your world,
As long as the sun was shinning and you was smiling i was happy you was my girl!,
Now shit has changed your heart is forever numb,
And for me to try to keep you would only be dumb,
You gotta want to be here with me and clearly you do not,
So i guess its the boot and time for me to shake the spot!,
When i was sitting high you didnt want me to come down,
Now that theres a little struggle seems like you want me to drown!
Tie bricks to my legs and take all of my breath,
I will still walk the other side and survive even in death!

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